"If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if a blade of grass springing up in the fields has power to move you, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive ..." - Eleonora Duse
I started today with a nucleic acid swab test (we still get test every third day) and then pretty much spent the rest of the morning online with my 2nd year medical students.
I gave a lecture the first two periods and then we had a great discussion on end of life issues the 3rd and 4th periods.
I went out to the seminary this afternoon for spiritual direction with seminarians and sisters. I stayed for evening prayers and mass and got back here about 7:00 p.m. I dropped off my backpack and then went for a walk along the river to get in my steps for today.
Today' s Gospel and some comments:
Jesus said, “I tell you, unless your righteousness exceeds that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. You have heard that it was said to those of ancient times, 'You shall not murder'; and 'whoever murders shall be liable to judgment.' But I say to you that if you are angry with a brother or sister, you will be liable to judgment; and if you insult a brother or sister, you will be liable to the council; and if you say, 'You fool,' you will be liable to the hell of fire. So when you are offering your gift at the altar, if you remember that your brother or sister has something against you, leave your gift there before the altar and go; first be reconciled to your brother or sister, and then come and offer your gift. Come to terms quickly with your accuser while you are on the way to court with him, or your accuser may hand you over to the judge, and the judge to the guard, and you will be thrown into prison. Truly I tell you, you will never get out until you have paid the last penny.” Matthew 5:20-26
I love today's reading from Matthew for an odd reason: it sets such high standards for relationships with others that even the saints among us probably realize they will be works in progress to the day they die. Reality 101 of trying to be a Christian is humbling.
This reading is a sort of knock on the head, a reminder of what a grubby and inglorious daily process loving and forgiving others often is. It makes me think of the countless ways I violate its mandates every day. It makes me want to try to do better for just a couple of hours.